Well.......... | kelee's Blog

I am apart of a group at school kinda like a drama club that does themed cabarets. Well, I did my solo today and did awesome. I felt awesome, great and that nothing could go wrong. Well, as soon as I got home, I felt like everything I felt for the day was ruined. I was feeling like a piece of crap. I either am tired or it's hormones but I know this, I just want to make new friends. The ones I have treat me like crap. Today they rubbed in my face that they were going to be hanging out, so you know, I was obviously jealous, I know it. Well my friend is always complaining how I don't hang with her and now she is doing it to me. :( She doesn't even realize anything. She just makes me want to be depressed. I just didn't even care to wait for her anymore to go to German class and to leave gym....she obviously is too concerned in causing me pain to realize it's hurting me.